Sam picked me up with PK at around 5 and off we go to Aloha Loyang for SY's 21st advance birthday celebration! It has been ages since i met them and omg!! Feel so happy eh!

Chilled at the chalet till night! Played dai dee & indian poker & it's hilarious luh! I really like indian poker! lmao!!!

After Sam's mahjong he drove pk and his friends back and me to BP( John's place ) to meet the guys! Too bad Nat left earlier! Sorry babe! Next time alright? :D It's really fun chilling & talking crap with them! & that stupid Jordan keep complaining that he's tired!! Weak ass! lol!


Bryan brought whisky & whisky really taste like SHIT with green tea! I really hate green tea uh!!!Wasn't tipsy at all(i think) just feel very energetic then tired-.-

& john & jordan keep complaining that it's freezing there so we went up to John's place to take a short "nap". That stupid jordan keep snoring uh! FREAKING LOUDLY SOME MORE!=.="

& amazingly, after i woke up from yesterday's talk, I FEEL - PERFECTLY NORMAL! YES! I'm not sure whether it's just some "for a moment" kinda thing but i'm pretty sure that feeling won't haunt me again.

I can't believe i was like "cheated" throughout this.... period of time. Everyone knows about it except me. Or maybe, people TRIED to hint me but i just choose to have "selective hearing" & stupidly being stubborn here. lol

But what goes around comes around. :D

muahahahahaha! & I'm really glad that i get to have good bros eh! They are really great great people except that they keep dissing me off like no body's business!!!

You lose bad stuff & gain the good stuff yooooooo! :D:D:D

Oh yah! SORRY DAN! THAT I WASN'T ABLE TO ATTEND YOUR 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!!

Going to Sy's chalet later & Sam's picking me & pk up at 4pm.




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It's like now i can't blog whatever i want and whatever i feel already. Or else people will come and make a big fuss out of it.

Like no matter how sad i am, how i wanna blog out what happen, i can't. Cause people will read it & judge me, make assumptions. I really hate it when people assume me for being who i am not. What i do/say/act on the outside doesn't mean that it's what i am inside. Yes, fake. Maybe? Everyone's wearing a mask. Sometimes i just try to act as if im really happy but deep down inside i'm having mix feelings and it really suck.

I'm like this, if you dislike me, tell me in my face. I don't like to hear people talking behind me making some shitty comments about me when they know nothing & all they heard is just a one sided story. But i'm not going to get bothered by it anymore. It's stupid. I'm not gonna waste my energy on such minor things.


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(Sorry for none relevant pictures! Or else my blog will be super plain!!)

Back from town! Went to Fish & Co. to have our dinner, chilled abit & went to Rocher road for tau huay! hahahahha! nice nice!:D

Gonna sleep early cause im damn tired!

If you don't want to, just say no. Cause it really hurts to know that you're lying.

Feeling super duper screwed now! 2 presentation tomorrow and i only started doing it like today! Sighh... Where is the freaking motivation i got 1 month ago?!

Everything is so damn screwed up this week. Loads of problems...

Angel's not gonna get affected anymore. People help me okay? Sigh.

I just hope you'll ask what i'm thinking right now..

DAMN! I'm having muscle ache now! Walking like old woman:(

Mood wasn't very good today. The weather totally matches my mood. Gloomy & dark. Sighhh...

Just hit me hard with the truth, but i'm afraid to hear things that make me feel awful.

Sighhh.

Lesson was freaking dry to the max! Went for my NAPFA after school & it's freaking raining:( ALMOST GOT GOLD!!!! GRRRRR~ All thanks to my incline pull up-.-

After the 2.4km run i was freaking giddy to the max eh! Drag myself home to shower & change cause i'm meeting jogn, daryl, ed, yh & bryan at Timbre which they already reach there super long ago! hahahah..

Ordered Snowball & it's not bad! Taste like Yakult but definitely better than MudSlide... Grooooossss~~

Talk & crap & joke & played Truth or dare. The dare(s) they got is freaking funny uh! hahahahahha!

After we got the bill, it was freaking $229!!! Crazy shit~ Don't know what the heck they had before i came. lmao!

Went home after that cause everyone was feeling tired. & TADAAHHHH! I'm here!

Loads of work to do & i have 2 freaking presentation on Friday! OMGOD!:(

Skipped lectures today but i'm still feeling damn tired!

Someone told me "If you're good to people & treat them good wholeheartedly, but the person take advantage of it, they will have karma"

I shall believe that.

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Whenever i tried to think of something to make myself happy, there are always something to make me feel down again.

LOL. Hypocrite.